Rainfall

Rainfall 

We whispered promises

In the chill of dawn

We traded secrets

As our shadows watched

You erased my transparent sins

You made me feel alive again

 

And now I’m trying to recall

Why I wait here in the rainfall

I’m trying to recall

Why I wait here in the rainfall

 

‘Cause as your hands let go of me

I clung to places you might be

Has your hands let go of me?

 

I still search for you

In the moonlight

I see your fragments

In the outlines

Illuminate my transparent sins

Truth surrounds me

And I find I’m lost again

 

And now I’m trying to recall

Why I wait here in the rainfall

I’m trying to recall

Why I wait here in the rainfall

 

Retrace your footsteps

Retrace your mind

Retrace your footsteps

Haunt – Poem

I feel alive when I’m sleeping

Because they can’t trust my words if I don’t speak

But the world knows most of my secrets

I feel alive when I’m asleep

And I haunt myself in the middle of the night

As I float through the frame of my body in my mind

Oh, everyone knows that I’m dying to feel fine

But the lens in my brain always tells me twisted lies

I see the world through a filter and I’m just a different kind

I feel alive when I’m sleeping, I always hide on the inside

And I haunt myself in the middle of the night

As I float through the frame of my body in my mind

Oh, everyone knows that I’m dying to feel fine

But the lens in my brain always tells me twisted lies

Tells me twisted lies

Tells me twisted lies

Tells me twisted lies

And I can’t help it, I’m not superhuman

I’m breaking

So maybe I fall, 

Maybe I fail, 

Maybe my heart’s not made of stone,

Maybe you’ll see secrets I never want to show

Because I haunt myself in the middle of the night

Ghost – Poem

Ghost, I see you standing there,

Don’t turn away, I want you to stay,

Ghost, what’s your name?